YATRA

Hmm..had nth to do so thought y not another post???Though this tym I have nth in my mind...Hmm still thinking!!!So y not analyse my life so far...The gains ,the losses,people I met people who left.....Dnt think I am in search for the answer to the question "WHO AM I??"Yeah infact tats sth i have to think abt...Bhuddha had a tree to sit he didnt have any labs he neither had loads of assignments nor semester exams to think of, so I dnt blame him!!

Ryt now am content with my life or its better to say that I have learned the art to move on with my life!!

Its time for a postmortem!!hmm...k..lets start then..The so called idiot (yeah thats me) was born on 12th DEC 1990..as the second child to my parents..!yahan pein bhi bhayya ne maari baazi!!hmm well if he was reserved,silent,introvert tyoe i was straight opposite!!!I spent my kindergarten days @ vadakara at a school named SREE NARYANA PUBLIC SCHOOL!!Amma says I was so brave during those days(lol) Well..theres a reason y she says so in fact I think those were the two incidents that gave the tag

1) On my way to home after my kg classes I found two stray dogs in our car shed!!They were relaxing there...But I was soooo brave that I let out a loud scream actually it wasn't a scream I was shouting at those dogs..By shouting at them I ended up in tears...so what the point is I DIDN'T RUN!!

2)Ok the second incident!!hmm Amma was in charge of my studies I remember I had a small yellow chair and a cut little desk neatly arranged in the corner of my brothers study room(Yahaan pe bhi boss tho who hi tha !!)..Those days my father was so short tempered so strict!!So what happened was one day he decided to teach me malayalam..He was kind of impatient too!!Those letters were dancing in front of me and I found it hard to write them..And my first letter in malayalam resemble some letter from urdu!!!My cool father shouted at me..but as u guys know I am sooo brave that I didnt cry but ended up wetting my chair...

soo the point here u have to note is that I was soo brave..I never fought with my friends at school but i think my brother was a bit naughty..The healed wound on my forehead brings back the memories of those days ,the days we spent at the quarters we lived..I had to get abt 10 stitches on my forehead when a blackboard landed safely on my forehead when I was 6 years old..But I didnt cry even after seeing my uniform being dyed with blood!! I just fainted !!I had the strength to control my emotions even when I was six ...

My father decided to take leave when he got a job offer from Fujairah..so we got shifted from vadakara to calicut..And we joined a school at calicut named LITTLE DAFFODILS!!I spent abt 9 years of my life there..I got my first enemy from there..She was the teachers pet till I joined!!Soon we started competing each other in each and ever field..be it academics or extra curricular activites!!I dnt know why she hated me so I hated her!!Our class teacher had to spent half of her time in solving our fights!! I dnt remember when those never ending fights finally found an end and when we became the best buddies!!

Those 9 years made me realize a lot of things about love,friendship,taught me what life is..

*Friendship if true will stay with u forever

*Trust is something that's hard to built but easy to break

*Friends can be backstabbers.The worst solitude is to be destitute of sincere friendship

*Teachers can be your friends can be your best friend too

*Honesty can solve any problem

*Infatuation:stuff of falling in love living in a rosy magical glow

*One little conversation may change things forever

*Friendship is a delicate thing like glass once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks

*Ego is the biggest enemy of humans..Best thing to do, is apologize and move on.

I had looot of happy moments and bitter moments...during those 9 years..I thought I made lot of friends but realized I was wrong!!Met lot of faces during those 9 years and there were only 2 among them tat didnt leave me..

The best days of my life was spent at Silverhills where I did my 11th and 12th...The beautiful and the most precious years of my life...A place that taught me what friendship is..what trust is..what life is...I faced lot of problems in my personal life during those years but school life was nothing but heaven..Those 2 years presented me with loooots of sweeet memories which I hold to my heart close.I dnt think my present college life can ever replace those 2 years...The friends I made during those 2 years make my life worthwhile today...Time has changed but not their friendship..I dnt know why god decided to take one of them with him to heaven..May be he got jealous...May be he wanted to see how strong I can be if he took a part of my heart...Didnt he know that I was brave atleast my amma knew it when I was a child!!Life was happy and content till he left us..U dnt have other option than to move on...

Few things those 2 years taught me and things I have learned so far....

*Dreams can become reality if u have faith in them

*Do what you want

*If its meant to be it will happen

*Never long for anyone in the past theres a reason y they never made it to your future

*We spent most of our time teasing our bestfriends,,cracking jokes on them,but once in a while tell them how special they are and make them feel special..to avoid regrets in future...

*Tears shed over the grave are for the things left unsaid and deeds left undone

*Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels...

*Its funny how you can get butterflies in your stomach,even though you have known the person for years...

*You cannot always wait for the perfect time sometimes you have to dare to jump

*Never judge people according to their appearance

*Words hurt more than anything else can!!

*Never expect anything in return for the deeds u do for others

*Smile at your problems...Spread happinness..Sadness flies away on the wings of time.

*There can be things we dont want to happen but have to accept things we don't want to hear but have to listen to....

That was my life so far...a life with a good mixture of happy moments..sad moments..Even though I know the fact is "ZINDAGI MIG ZARA"---life goes on.....but sometimes I wanna get lost from my life...I wanna get lost and I dont know why!!

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